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Name: Cheryl
Birthday: 9/2/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: i LOVE drama! not that petty shit that people go through with friends or any other people but the actual on stage acting. Muisic, i played piano and still can but dont anymore,and am currently learning guitar. some bands i enjoy are The distillers,the used,the killers,hot hot heat,something corporate,fob, plain white t's, mae,emery,the early november,relient k,the bled,hawthorne hights, the ataris (their old stuff),coldplay,the stills, aerosmith,oar,lit, finch, lost prophets, journey, jimmy eat world,311, everclear,counting crows, john mayer(go ahead, make fun of me) and a bunch of other bands/people that arnt in here that i cant think of right now.
Expertise: Talking...im very good at it.
Occupation: Student
Message: message me
AIM:  pinksparks06
Member Since:
2/22/2004
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"I've been waiting all this time to be,
something i can't define"
so...yeah...i dont want to go to class, but atleast i'll be done at 2
haley and i finally got around to making the web, it looks really cool and is hanging on my wall, but it kinda reminds me of how pathetic i am and how my friends get all the guys i usually want...kinda sucks, but im over it
time for class...or at least to make myself look halfway decent | | |
| "come with your arms raised high"
so...i miss my mom....i really dont care if you think thats lame, its the truth...
college isnt bad, its not what i thought it would be, which is good and bad
i need to take a nap...
laundry night tonight...i get to teach libbey and tiff how to do their laundry...yeah, interesting huh?
im staring at the picture of bert...hes creepy, and i like it
its amazing how fucked up people are....first they get caught for doing drugs..then they get shit stolen from them...seriously, how much bad luck can one person have?
happy naked wedesday
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| "it feels like im starting all over agian...the last few years were just pretend"
so...i remember this time last year i was excited to FINALLY be a senior, to be growing up and ready to pick a college and be on my own, and now i think about how i wish i could rewind to my freshman year of high school
its not that im afraid about making new friends...i talk to basically everyone, thats not a problem...its the being away from my family, the house i grew up in, the town that i know everything about, and not being there for my mom if she needs me. When she found out she had polysistic kidney disease she didnt even want to tell my brothers because they were at school, i dont want her to do that to me...we are close, and i dont want to not know if something is wrong. It also dosnt help that my dad is basically being forced into early retirement and is taking out on my mom and i...i dont want to leave her alone with him when all he does is complain and yell every 5 seconds, its not fair to her. I have to prove to my dad that i can get the grades, he veiws me as the fuck up of the family already and i really dont want to give him another reason to prove him right.
i dont write this to get people to feel sorry for me, i just dont know how else to get it out. So many people dont understand why im scared...but i am, and i dont know how its going to go away...i just pray that it does
good luck to everyone this next year!
xoxo
cheryl
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| i cant resist the day...
yeah...this week my great uncle passed away, he was 94.
with his passing i thought about how i should live my life...and then i thought of my aunt susie...she left me with good words when she passed away from cancer
LIVE while you can
LOVE with all your heart, mind, body and soul
LAUGH as loud and as hard as u damn well please
PRAY for anything and everything
SMILE it makes time worth while
CRY dont be afraid to show your emotions, express yourself if u dont do it now you wont have time left
so thats all ive got...
xoxo
cherylannie
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| who got stood up??
o yeah, that was ME
STUPID BOYS!!!!!!!!!
yeah im kinda pissed
screw dating...boys suck!
</3cherylannie
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